Thursday, May 24, 2007

Memorial Day Weekend

Well we are coming up on Memorial Day weekend 2007! I'm excited to have the weekend off from work and to spend it shopping with some girlfriends and then to celebrate with my family on Monday. Not much new to report on Megan Joy. Just waiting for that referral. It is starting to get REALLY hard especially now with summer approaching and I thought for sure that I'd have Megan home with me this summer. Unfortinately that is not the case. No news from China. Hopefully referrals will be here next week for the next batch of LID's. Praying that is goes well into November so that I wont be so far away!

Keep me in your prayers please!

Sunday, May 13, 2007

Another Mothers Day....

Well today is Mother's Day 2007. I remember last year when I had just send my paperwork to China 5 months earlier, that "next year Megan will be celebrating with me!" However, of course I didn't anticipate the increased wait. It hurts, it really does. Megan Joy, Mommy wants you home SO badly. However, she's waiting for you baby. She knows that you are not ready to be home. Today, May 13, 2007, you may not even be born yet. However, she's praying for you baby. I love you with an everlasting love. And even though I am not able to spend Mother's Day 2007 with you sweetie, I'm not sad. Yes, I am sad you are not here with me, but I know that we'll have plenty of Mother's Days to spend together. And that first one will be a very special day. Whether it's in 2008, 2009, or even 2010. I'll be waiting for you. Because I will be the luckiest mommy in the whole world. Because Megan Joy is my daughter.

Praying for you baby on this Mother's Day. May 13, 2007. I love you!

Friday, May 4, 2007

Here she is!

Well not really, but I am PREGNANT!!! : )

The wait.....

This wait is ridiculously hard! When I started the process back in the summer 2005, I never imagined that the wait would be up to 18+ months. I will be celebrating my 16 month LID anniversary on Sunday and this wait is officially getting very hard on me. The only thing that is keeping me going is that Megan Joy is at the end of it. I know that one day I will look back and thank God that He made me wait becuase she will be worth every minute of it. Maybe Megan has just been born and therefore her paperwork is not ready for me to adopt her. Maybe she hasn't even been born. I don't know. All I know is that her paperwork will be at the CCAA when mine is there getting matched with a baby and we will be brought together. If it is in a month, several months or over a year away, I will wait for my baby girl. Yes, this wait is killing me but I KNOW that Megan Joy D'Angelo is going to be worth EVERY single minute that I'm waiting for her. I just wish other people could understand this as well.....

Hane on Megan baby, Mommy's coming to get you soon!

Tuesday, May 1, 2007

Wait time

Well the referrals from my agency for the 10/27/05 and 11/1/05 LID's received referras today (5/1/07)!!! That is an 18 month wait. Congrats to all of these families and I move up in line!

I also did my referral prediction on this website. And my prediction is............ 9/19/07! Now I would LOVE to receive my referral sooner but this isn't too bad. That is just a little over 4 months away! Now, of course this could be completely wrong as it is just a guess with the wait referrals are getting now. I hope it's not too far off though. However a summer referral would be AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!

It's May!

Well it is May!!! I just love the springtime when the flowers and buds come out. It is so beautiful. When I started this process, I thought that Megan would have been home with me for a while now. However, I am still several months away from seeing my Megan's face for the first time. Referrals should be coming in through November 1, 2005. That is a little over 2 months before my LID. I read on my singles yahoo group that we may not get our referral for another 2 1/2 years. I'm praying that this is not true. I don't know if I can wait that long. I just want to see Megan's face. I know that she will be well worth this wait but it is hard to keep the faith that there is a little girl at the end of this wait.

Please pray for me and my patience. I will be celebrating my 16 month LID anniversary on Sunday and it is getting frustrating. : (